Roblox moderation is regarded and utterly broken | 2025-06-13
I recently created a Roblox account to post in here. I wanted to create a silly little game just for fun, like one of those "welcome to my profile" types of games. BUT everytime I publish a game to roblox, it gets flagged as "Sexual Content". Even when I upload a baseplate, it still gets flagged and removed. After three attempts, my account has been banned for a day. I made an appeal and I'm waiting for some sort of response. My fate is now in the hands of some indian who can barely speak english and is getting paid cents per hour (welcome to our dystopian reality). This is what is getting moderated btw:
As you can see, it is completely safe. There's nothing sexual to it. Here's the moderation message:
The worst part is that I already bought some robux, and I'm treated like this? Bruh. I bet there are hundreds of "condo games" and sex roleplaying games functioning, without any type of moderation to stop it. Robloxia has fallen.
Sacred Heart of Christ!! yay! :33 | 2025-06-11
Happy month of the Sacred Heart of Christ!!
This June, the only flag I'm flying is the flag of the Sacred Heart!
O MOST Holy Heart of Jesus, fountain of every blessing, I adore Thee, I love Thee and with a lively sorrow for my sins, I offer Thee this poor heart of mine. Make me humble, patient, pure, and wholly obedient to Thy will. Grant, good Jesus, that I may live in Thee and for Thee. Protect me in the midst of danger; comfort me in my afflictions; give me health of body, assistance in my temporal needs, Thy blessing on all that I do, and the grace of a holy death. Within Thy Heart I place my every care. In every need let me come to Thee with humble trust saying, ‘Heart of Jesus help me’. Amen.
I HATE THE ANTICHRIST!! | 2025-06-11
THE ENEMIES OF GOD WANT ME DEAD. BUT I REFUSE TO GIVE UP. I REFUSE TO SIN. I REFUSE TO ACCEPT THEIR OFFERS OF PLEASURE AND VANITY. I HATE THE ANTICRHIST!! I HATE THE ANTICRHIST!! I HATE THE ANTICRHIST!! I HATE THE ANTICRHIST!!!!!!!!
JUST WRITE DOWN ALREADY!!!! | 2025-05-03
I must practice immediately writing down my thoughts when I start to internal monologue, because I often have an idea but postpone writing it, making it so that I forget it all. I'm not sure why I'm so lazy. It gets worse because I can't decide which is the best way to register this information. I have lots of thoughts scattered on a few notebooks and pieces of paper. My problem with physical media is its fragility. I could lose a notepad, rain could damage it, or even faulty pens could leak ink and ruin it. It's also not very private. Anyone could open it and read. Even if I write in another language, translation apps are a thing. I don't know why this is such a big concern for me though.
When it comes to digital alternatives, there are too many options. Something I could host myself would cost money and make me entirely responsible for keeping it running. Free alternatives from third parties (like Google Notes or whatever) are more reliable in terms of uptime, but are ultimately just someone else's computer.
Maybe I should stop being such a glitterboy and just take action. Why am I so indecisive? I don't even know what I want to eat for breakfast. This might be a good topic to write about in the future.
Sign my guestbook!! | 2025-05-01
I've went missing for some months. I decided to change the layout and make a guestbook. You can use it to comment about my posts. I've also made a YouTube channel, even though I don't know what to post.
Life Update V.01 | 2025-01-26
I am really struggling to find the point of anything. Let’s use my room as an example. There’s a pile of clothes that has been sitting on a corner table for more than a week and I have no will to put those clothes in the drawer. Why? Because I don’t care. I can do whatever I want, and not doing anything is part of that. I have lots of unread books in my wardrobe, and picking up any book to read feels like lifting a boulder. Even when I tried to, my mind got off track and I had to read the same page more than three times. I don’t see the point in finishing those books. Why even read? Am I going to use any of that knowledge? I won’t ever be in any social situation where I need to say anything important that requires prior knowledge.
This absence of meaning completely killed my creativity. I can’t imagine anything. Even this text is difficult to write. I used to have lots of ideas and I even had a Tor hidden service (I used to host a blog over there). Due to some life circumstances (working 9 to 5) I abandoned that project. I forgot good ideas I had. I wasn’t an incredible artist. I am just a regular dude who sometimes has ideas (or at least I used to).
Maybe part of the problem is that I don’t suffice my basic needs properly. My sleep schedule is all over the place, I don’t eat at the right moment neither do I drink the right amount of water (although I’ve been drinking a lot since it’s FUCKING BURNING HOT IN THIS SHITHOLE OF A PLACE I LIVE), I rarely brush my teeth (I usually fall asleep before I have the opportunity to do it), I don’t go on walks and I don’t exercise (asides from a few push ups when I want to remember basic training). The only reason I don’t completely neglect everything is because of the consequences. I take showers because it is fucking hot in here (I wish I lived in Siberia) and go to the bathroom because not peeing hurts (trust me I have gone long periods without peeing while on guard duty). Even changing these circumstances which are completely under my control feels pointless. “Fuck it. Who cares. It doesn’t matter” is my usual mentality.
My current routine is just wake up, comsoom videos (while not even enjoying it but still being hooked like an addict), eat, sleep, repeat. I have gone down this spiral since leaving active service. It’s not like I have PTSD or anything. I was in for a year and only worked in the office (making spreadsheets, coffee and pretending to work because I still had to be there even when there was nothing to do). Now I don’t really know what to do. I’ll probably be in university in a few months since I got approved, but even that doesn’t seem like an objective. I don’t even know if I’ll enjoy the major I was able to get accepted to.
I usually write some pessimistic shit then I realize things are not that bad. This is my chance to completely change this situation. The only thing holding me back from conquering the world is myself. I should challenge myself to do things just because, regardless if I see any value in them. Maybe, just maybe, I gotta have a troll mentality. Like as if I had some enemy who wanted me to be as weak as possible and then pissing off that enemy by improving myself. Actually there is an enemy. Call it the Antichrist, the establishment, the satan-loving pedophiles that control the world. I’m a fucking schizo, but I know for sure that evil people are out there. If that wasn’t true, the concept of “you will own nothing and you will be happy” wouldn’t exist. The wise say every man needs something to fight for. Maybe that’s what I need, even though I believe there’s nothing worth fighting for and everything will just collapse eventually (despite whether nothing ever happens).
Boring | 2025-01-02
Technology seems boring as time passes. To some peoples surprise, this is not my first website ever. I was already tinkering with web stuff a few years ago. It was so interesting and entertaining! I had my own server at home (bought a chinesium board with an old Xeon CPU). I would spend hours setting up services and learning how to use features and whatnot. I remember hosting Minecraft servers with plugins, setting up a Jellyfin server for my family, hosting websites on different networks (hidden networks) and trying (but failing miserably) to setup an IRC service. It was awesome, but some things changed.
As I got my current job, I had less time to dedicate to these projects, which require maintenance (especially where I live due to constant power outages). I noticed that it all just became boring. I had already setup most of the stuff I wanted to and there really wasn't much more I could do. Sure, there were a few complicated things that I could try, but all required better hardware and lots of free time.
As some of the server hardware began failing, one critical component just gave up: the UPS. Since it was expensive to get replacement parts for the gear I have, plus I had no time, I just gave up. But recently I've been thinking about getting back to home server shenanigans, but this time with a laptop (and actually learning how to properly do things). Actually, a laptop might be the perfect home server. It has its own internal UPS (a battery), a display and a keyboard for physical access, WiFi in case the wired network fails, plus it can be taken anywhere
There still is an issue, which is that things will become boring again. It may take longer, but that moment will certainly come. One way to remedy this problem would be to build a community that's engaged in whatever stuff I host and wants services to be online all the time, but how? We're not stuck at home anymore, it's not like there are NEETs who will dwell in some obscure IRC chat or game server I try hosting. Let's say I try doing something other than hosting, something that can be carried on to other platforms, like blogs. Blogs don't even need to be hosted as websites somewhere. Blogs can be posted to social media. The problem would be that I'm not that interesting, so there is little motivation for me to tinker will technology that's worth writing about. Or maybe it is worth it!? It could actually turn out well.
This is my website! I have thought about uploading a website for ages, but never got to do it. It always felt like I didn't have anything to share, but then I really thought about it and new ideas appear while I'm writing this. I want to make a blog and also tutorials, maybe even videos!! :D As well as a list of things I like!
So, why the name "Midnight Enjoyer"? It's because I like staying up late!! :33 Back when I was stuck at home, I would always stay up until very late, and I found some sort of enjoyment in the late night. Some sort of peace, sollitude, silence. It was soo cool to browse the web or play gaymen with frens :D It felt like being in the Wired!! Nowadays I can't keep up with this routine since I have a job (one that requires me to be on night shifts sometimes) so I'm tired as hell!! D: But from time to time I can enjoy a late night adventure.
