>midnight_enjoyer/write down.txt
May 03 2025_Write down
I must practice immediately writing down my thoughts when I start to internal monologue, because I often have an idea but postpone writing it, making it so that I forget it all. I'm not sure why I'm so lazy. It gets worse because I can't decide which is the best way to register this information. I have lots of thoughts scattered on a few notebooks and pieces of paper. My problem with physical media is its fragility. I could lose a notepad, rain could damage it, or even faulty pens could leak ink and ruin it. It's also not very private. Anyone could open it and read. Even if I write in another language, translation apps are a thing. I don't know why this is such a big concern for me though. When it comes to digital alternatives, there are too many options. Something I could host myself would cost money and make me entirely responsible for keeping it running. Free alternatives from third parties (like Google Notes or whatever) are more reliable in terms of uptime, but are ultimately just someone else's computer.
Maybe I should stop being such a glitterboy and just take action. Why am I so indecisive? I don't even know what I want to eat for breakfast. This might be a good topic to write about in the future.
